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LiAng X Liang
haveee a deep sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep until never wake up
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LiAng X Liang
really had a super deep sleep. nearly couldnt wake up ._.
2 minutes ago

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fb status.
yesterday was so awesome yesterday ;D so decided to do somthin special last night x)
went sleep abit late about 2am.
n before tat i wrote on my fb -wanna hav a deep sleep until never wake up-
HOLYMOLLY
then i really had one-.-

about 3am.
sleeping. facing right side.
i felt like somehtin with bright color covered my face n my ear
couldnt hear anything n couldnt breath ><
was tryin to open my eyess n wake up but cant
n wen i finally opened my eyes i saw everythin is shacking then noticed i was shackin my head lik crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy 0_____0

finally wake up felt so scared well more lik was so scared of myself- -
opened light.
tried to look was is on right side
neck couldnt move for 10seconds...




today my wish is
have a sweet dream <3

Dont Let me go.

----------
The story like Little Mermaid.
You teached me, every steps of growing up.
then why you left and let me go..?
---------

被宠坏了的孩子 都想知道外面的世界是什么样的
试了，想了
本不该得到的 应该得到的 却都莫名其妙的失去了。

很久没写什么了 很久了吧=)
呵呵 手指和脑子都迟钝了..
我特别想和你说话
但怎么想也不知道该说些什么。
一直强调和重复着自己最不愿提到的part
这么这么开心
给谁看呢。

从一开始我就不该这么考虑问题吧
又觉得我幼稚了吧..
其实幼稚点 挺好的 谁不愿每天 都高高兴兴的。
从来没有过什么深刻的对话 什么人生，理想
都被我搞得一团糟。
想把问题变简单 却发现自己进了一个转不出来的圈
转阿转阿 最后发现 什么都被转没了。

The definition of happiness:
Simple & happy.
像你们一样 对阿 像你们一样。

呵呵
我做不到。


总是问自己到底想要什么
一只觉得别人的才是最好的。
固执的不愿改变 直到再也不能改变。
外面有嘀嗒嘀嗒的声音
安静静的 挺好听。

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The true measure of love,
is love without measure.
从教堂牌子上看到的 他们一直换
我每天早上坐在车里上学时都会偷偷解开安全带转过头看
终于照到了一张 没多好看 但挺有意义的。
就从没觉得我是一个有内涵的孩子么？
我以前作文分总是很高,而且 喂。我语文老师不是教体育的..
好像还挺自恋的。
听人家说 哎那个xxx其实也没多好看嘛..
我就骄傲的扬起下巴想 没关系，我知道我比你好看..
哎呀 跑题了跑题了><

多难过得一篇日志阿 写着写着我还挺高兴- -"
得了 不觉得你会看。 这么忙
还老是这么困= = 睡这么早干嘛..

讨厌`
哎 那个顿号怎么打来着..?老半天了我打不出来..
讨厌这个词真他妈恶心 我就一直这么很他妈恶心的乱用= = 你快烦死了吧..?
对不起哦..
老是 自私的
算了 不说了 说不清楚。

今天下午在图书馆看了小人鱼
我小时候一看就哭。怎么这么傻还真变泡沫了..给我个机会我肯定把舌头割了当人鱼
活300年哪 我一定会抽出200年来烦你的。 剩下100年自己守着那200年的回忆慢慢便老
其实烦你的时候 我很开心=)
呵呵 不好意思说得这么直接..

挺难想象的
也不愿去想。
什么将来阿 以后阿
谁知道呢..谁知道呢
特别想诅咒让你永远幸福快乐。
我不是女巫 没有魔法
但我是一个神奇的孩子 (别笑 这点我坚持好多年了- -差不多从出生开始吧)
你就没看出来我和别人多不多不一样么= = 这里可以忽视脑神经乱搭的问题..
用所谓的成熟试图掩盖过分的不成熟 却因成熟而越发显得不成熟。
绕傻了吧..
像宝贝老Poo说的一样 有些事，别当真 就不会心疼。
我咋就老当真呢。。

心疼这个词也挺恶心 像 讨厌 一样。
但我还挺喜欢听你说的。
严肃 我目前为止都挺严肃。


哎呦 你到底有没有在看啦
自己总是写给自己会对心理影响不好的
你赶快看看。。看完了假装没看
可别让我知道你看了..人家紧张._.
没开完笑 我真紧张。

怕你看着看着 一紧张把我电话阿msn啥啥啥的都删了..
最近我说话 语气真淳朴。
单纯+普通 是不是也等于一种'纯普'..?哈哈怎么和矿泉水名字似的

我特别啰嗦吧 和谁家老奶奶似的
继续作你的好梦吧 可是你要是看了哦
你一定要看啊。。我写了3个小时呢..
什么感想阿 也别发了 估计你就当我又哪根筋搭错了自己发疯呢..
你要是看了阿 让我想想..
就
就假装没看见吧。

别把我本来就没多美好的形象在你心中再降一级
没多少级可降了..
你一定要看哦。。
算了你还是告诉我吧 委婉的说 靓靓,我看了你写的垃圾了..
委婉点 我最近特别 经受不起打击.

继续你的好梦
晚安。

oldold note from babyKee =]

Never Gone I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are
Always close,everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life

THANKS EVREYONE

HAPPY THE 17TH LIANGLIANG YOU LUCKY BITCH <3
THANKS BABIES =D THANKS FOR THE WISHES



im sorry im not going to write about the last day of my 16th anymore = =
forget the gay shit n LIFE GETS BETTER =D <3 <3 cheer up~

awww need to say
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE =]

hmmm my net is back=]

i dunno y im feelin really weird today><
I GOT WTF CHINESE ON MY TIME TABLE TT
FUCK I DIDNT EVEN CHOOSE IT =( n its not fun as i thought..
i want film & ftv honest..
but sigh should i change to it..?
=/
n i dont lik graphic>< not tat much..bec im not so good at it =0
so should i change graphics or chinese._。？

whos in tat film class...TT

im tryin to makin my phonee look better now =D
but honest i think i made it uglier = =
n glueTT on my finger..TT

i covered ur fuken letter with a cross ;D it looks sexy =)
n feels sexy too bahaha GOODJOB LL ;D

but y u cutted urself o.0
errm
go bak if u cant let it go=)
best wishes to you.

sigh


my face fuced = =
TT DIDNT PUT ANYTHING ON BUT IT LOOKED FUKED TT
like red,,? n scaryTT
almost scared me wen lookin at the mirror =( help..
decide to tie my hair up tomorrow =D kay imm goin to look really weird if u laugh u die= =

faceeeee arhhhh TT
get better soon plz..?
see im tryin to do everythin for u so
TT
please get better TT

stop blgging. or ill hav nothin to say to u
><" ewww sorry?
keke <3 bai

I'm happy

The best way to stay happy is keep telling your self that
I'M HAPPY =D.

ur smile worth everything

FML class this mornin lol
we were talkin about 2012 TT n i was too serious..
from these earthquake. floods. volcanic eruptions. n dead animals D; we can see wats goin on=/
n this afternoon. me n mum went to the gas station but it says NO MORE GAS there 0__0
bec of the hm flood? ;(
remmeber the movie 2012? it says bec of the rapid reversal of earths latitude n longitude everythin changed. N ITS HAPPENING NOW D; tats the reason y these birds dead.
then earthquake? well theres so many earthquake r happenin right now even last year or the year before tat. things r changing. not just these natural stuff, also things inside us.
believe, trust, love.
we used to standing n living for them but where r they now. i cant see
maybe just not around me but =) r they around u..?

i dunno wat to say but TT im 18 in 2012.. was dreamin about tat day ;D
freeedom bahahha^^
but seems goin to be endin soon ;( id love to do everythin before i -end- even study. be a good girl. ill try my best to be one =)

someone said to me before -a smile worth everything-
tat person n me might forget each other in the future but ill always remeber this, n tell others
you have a beautiful smile =D

we all do.

LOL tats wat i do wen im workin n facing teachers- - IT WORKS >=D

imm decide to make some changes n___n maybe they r lil maybe u cant see
ill do it as best as i could ;D
everyone likes smiling face.
promised u will never do fake smiles anymroe so =D
lets make the real ones <3

dad told me to not sittin here for too long cus my face changed alot in only 3 days..;( n range at mum this mornin cus i couldnt find my phone TT wat did i do omg..

last nite was thinkin wat am i living for..
= = n couldnt sleep 0__0 feel lik even the end of world is comin now im not scared n blahblah nothin to miss nothin to love nothin to stay for - -
errrm posted on fb n someone told me the answer was everything.
live for
everything?
smile. happy n also angry n sad x) tats wat made our life colorful =D

some jap ppl did a test. lik put letters inside water n put the water in fridge.
the letter got good words on it lik (LOVE. HAPPINESS..) turned to beautiful n amazin color but letter with bad words lik (HATE. DISLIKE..)turned to ugly colors =0
my teacher told me this morning about this cute test ;D
might can find the video on youtube so im goin to search it later n put on fb so
have a look if u want ;D
n givee me a smile after u seen it x)

so im gettin off early today ;(
n tomorrow..
n hm maybe wont be late anymore
u better do the same <3

enjoy ur special night x) miss u.

10-1-11

TODAY.

today is my grandpa's bday ;D hes hm around 74 or 75 or 76 or maybe 77 now
hm 75 to 76 i think._." anyways i called him n was cryin when he said he miss me ;( i miss you tooTT n happy birthday my cutte grandpapa ;D

today is pigs interview day but YAYYAYA BAHAHHHAA raining x)
so no one was there beside a cleaner x) LOL hahaha imma so happy..
BUT = = he told us to come bak next week n teachers might be there = =fck.
ill try my best to dress lik a errm hardcore slut n told them pig is a retard n we r lesbians n blahblah mak them dont want her anymore x)
dw~ u knoe i love you n___n

photos r on my fb havva look if u wanna look ;D i like them x) i looked funny bahahaha

should stop laughin..
too happy today x)
n got someones text this morning lol well maybe last nite but i saw it this morning.
What you want from me:
1. a baby
2. another chance
3. love
4. a kiss
5. friendship
6. lap dance
7. to chill
8. to cuddle
9. a hug
10. a relationship
11. sex partner.
FUCK NO.11 - - n i odnt lik number 5 cus unlesss ur firned with me already or u wont text me..-0- n sorry about i wont givee u a baby 0__0 cus i cant..><" errm i dont get the lap dance one o.0

wen i pick up ur call i was SO SUPRISED n just finished cryin well still abit tears on my eyes TT
n....i couldnt really hear u..><
ANYWAYS IM SO HAPPY HEARD UR VOICE ;D even it wasnt tat clearTT -stupid phone= ="-
i miss you =)

hmmm danny is so cute <3

amazing day x)

PIGS INTERVIEW TOMORROW TT^TT

sorry bby hav to sleep soon tonite=/
pigs interview tomorrow = =
F U C K
dont wanna give her awayTT
sigh
feel lik imm her mum - -"
well hm
=)
good luck to me.. LOL
n bad luck to pig.. kekeke

-dont readd this dont read><-

AWWW YEAHH
i stayed at home today again.
but had a srs coooooool dream last nite maybe tats y i can still remmeber now cus its so cooooooooool

i was wagging. with a girl forget who but prob was pig.. we went to some other ..other skools? but only old ppl there 0__0 maybe they r not school then..
n we went alot differnt places.. saw animals n insects runnin/flyin around
trees n grasses n flowers n .. alot weird things ><
n RAIN!

then a guy OMG hes so .. hm weird
hes like a guy from anime but hes handsome ;D
found us =( n was tryin to tak us back ;( bec i was too kind>< so i told him theres a superman behind him = =" made him turned around then wen he face me again pig had run away already.. but i still there =(

then he was tryin to takin me back to the skoolTT n not macg i duno wat skool was tat..a scary one n i dont wanna come backTT
so i KISSED HIM 0___0"

well i kissed him not bec he was handsome or watever was cus i wanted to escape..?
but OMFG WE KISSED 0___0
later after he closed his eyes i successed run away from him n tat skool again - -
n went back to the errrm forest..?>< lookin for pig..

then i woke up.
was 3pm already

UNTIL NOW I STILL FEEL LIK A KISS
0___0
i want a kiss D;

might get one from pig tomorrow hm ._. if no one want to give me one..
need to sleep soon tonight><
be pig's MUMY tomorrow = =
bl for us >=D

PRINCE.

Daniel.
half korean half french
hm videos Danny受伤了
can find him from google but not youtube ;(
hes cute <3 handsome =P

theres actually
more photos TT
but couldnt upload..
=/ sorry

just a short note before i sleep.

Finished the movie
well i cant stop thinkin about it so couldnt go sleep
sad ending.
two ppl left they didnt get sick but everyone aroeound them r all dead.
i guess theres no point for them to live anymore.
nothing to do. nothing to live with

he left his gf
alone.
she will die by herself no one will see.
his brother killed him
he had no choice.

Wondering if tat happens wat i will do. n wat will u do
family? love? frineds?
if u wanna servive. u hav to give up on everything else
n live by ur slef. alone til forever

My bak is srsly fuked up now couldnt even sit the fuken up fuck
n my brain is totaly fuked up too lmao



how can i live with out family, friend n u
well
i am.
arent i..?


dad n mum
i love you.
im not lying i really do really really love you.
i dunno if u still do or not. im sorry
from i was lil i never turly trust anyone
i learnt
once u giving ur trust. u lose

same rule

i couldnt follow you
you not just you.
the -you- i said means all of you.
wen u liking me. i treat u as a friend
wen u start loving me. i start liking you
wen u want to leaving me. i start loving you
wen u left me. i stay, n keep loving you.

i can never follow ur steps.

never.


if we never take things so srsly
we might can always be happy always smile.
there will be no fight no tears n no hurts.

but
then what we live for?

i feel like im living in pain in hurt in a fuken bloody hell
but everyone around me
makes me smile. make me feel loved. make me loving.
maybe thats y i couldnt go.
cant just left. cus its selfish.
i hate ppl who decide to kill themselfs. is stupid n showing tat ur wake
ur too wake. couldnt even living for ppl who loves you.. u need to stay
even it hurts, more than death

wondering
what is the point
for me
to stay.




if oneday i decide to go somwhere far far away. wont see or talk or touch with me anymore
will you go with me..?
or will you even
miss me.

Am i not pretty enough =)

hm pretty bored day again.
at home
woke up around 3pm (slept around 5am last nite>.>)
watched The loved ones
friend told me about this movie before
a nice one^^

i love the song from this movieeee~

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
...Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.

Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me..'

so imm =)
goin to sleep soon..
n i think
i am wastin my life..
just as H-na told me last nite-only need to study in high skool times-
lol hes not a nerd btw xD a pretty cooooooooool guy x)
age almost can be my uncle.. so._." jks haha hes errm around 21 to 22 or 23.. i cant remeber TT"

n pig. talk to me soon about the outin on monday D; missed ur message again - -"

n i miss your handsome face =)

我不可以 没有你

pig.
think u got my text already
=]
this is the 1st time
i wrote these stuff for u
sound gross i knoe so shutup= ="

sigh

i need you.

never
i never think about one day we might be separate
Separate?
separate.

dont blam anyone
or anything.
cus nothing
will change for you
Nothing.

but
y..
y alwasy happen on me
maybe
i shouldnt love you
then
maybe
u wont go.

im sorry
all my fault..

i love you pig=)

havent said i love u or i need u to someone
for so long
be srs n be honest
u r the one
i can give up on everythin for

be selfish
i want you stay
with me =)
as always.. arent we happy togeter?
=/
u r my happiness
the only person
i can share everything with.
the most happiness n happy time of my life
is wen im with u.

is not a lie.
i realy do
love to be with you


anyways if u decide to go
best wishes n gl
ill always be here for u wen u need me
just remmeber n plz think about me all the time =)
like i always do=)
keep me in ur heart
lik how i keep u in mine.





hm not goin to write any other thing done today.
all for u
my retard pig.

raining night

awwwww today i did try to made 2 cutee rabbit
n yaya they looked cute n___n
havent tak any phoot of them but i hav the photos of the orginal ones:

hm

alot stuff on my mind atm..
=/
sigh

finished one of my huge drawin - -
tat was huge..
about my table size
is a lady sittin there lookin down. i like her eyes
she looks sad but still got a smile on her face
a really light smile=)

another thing - -
i realized ME N PIG
seemed REALLY HARD to get together - -
lik everytime i wanna go out she always busy but wen she wants to go out i always cant TT
n wen im online shes alwayus offline
wen i just went offline
then shes on = =
after she went off..
im on again ...

she lost her phone ages ago n i thoguht she didnt hav a new one?
so i texted her dad's number..
TT i swear wasnt meant to do tat
was accident..
i was sleepin..well half sleep..?
then i had a dream n she was in it
so i texted her- -
but tat was her dad's number..
lucky he didnt reply me ><"

n THANKKS BABY.
hope you get better soon =/
is rainin here - -
n is really loud- -
n i hate rain- -
n it makes me feel annoying- -
n i miss you- -
n alot- -
n i feel bad now- -
cus listed too many sad things- -
anyways D; WEAR MORE CLOTHES = =
n drink more water- -
if u dont care about ur own health D; then..
fine.

but guess u would care if tat made me worried alot =P
so do wat i said <3

n sleep soon n___n
u need mroe sleep to get better =)
nites cutie=D
nites blog <3

TOTORO

i made a errm totoro today - -
heechul's cat's color =D
sigh looked fail >< mum thought i was holdin a dirty sock.. = =
but it smells really good n___n
not look lik the pic here anyways - - mines cuter..

spend alot time lookin at weird well i call them SPECIAL pictures today n yesterday
feel lik find somethin with awesome design

hmm
hmm
hmm

true.
im bored - -

another thing my hair color is totaly turned to brown now
= =
tats sucks
= =
frineds used to say my hair looked lik BLOOD N ... somthin >.>
but now is really look lik SOMTHING= =
rather to havv the blood or period one well watever u call it - -

ngawwww
yea
im unhappy
about somthing=/

miss alot ppl.
watched the movie called the last ex..
guess i wont remember how to spell it forever=/
wateched it my self
this afternoon
wasnt tat great as i thoguth or as it looks lik 0__0
the beginnin part is more lik a talkin show? D;
didnt even see where these scary points are..- -

so
hm
guess im goin soon
=/
miss you special cutie.
n pig
n hm dont wanna say the name here but well snail? =D
n Someone (i dunno who but feel lik i miss osmeone maybe heechul?)

nites <3

annoyed?

hm pretty bored day but hav alot to say
woke up around 12 n stayin at toliet for more than 30mins
playin with my mess hair ><

got ur -Morning- text lol
happiness moment<3

went eat yoghurt n putted some on my face ._.
but after i washed it out my face didnt turn white at all = =
WHYYYYY TT^TT

horror movie times..
start watchin them since this holiday start
n now only 12 movies havent seen;D (all together is 40)
awwwwww feel lik watch one with youuu
or pig = =
pig OMG I JUST SAW YOUR PHOTOS WITH HER
HOW COULD YOU DO THAT
you are MINE MINE MINE
....
i knoe u lov me more =( even im more retard n crazy than her
but i still knoe you are that kind of person who cares about looks more..
LOL
am i right? ;P

grrrr
y all important ppl r leavin me
WHY
;(
sigh if i really did somthin wrong god plz dont punish me lik this way..
you taken my happiness away = =

sittin in my back yard for 2 hours this afternoon
feelin the breath from grass n sunlight
lookin at these ugly lil birds flyin around
n my half dead flower with the tears on itTT

felt so great
n brautiful
even i saw 2 kangaroos jumpin around @___@
still made me felt cute n__n well used to think they r huge n scary - -
...went bak to watch videos again cus insects start bitin me ;(

did my nails to sliver pink with black shine dots on it
looks lik one of my clothes xD
awww feel lik doin somthin with the CUTE FEEL errm material 0__0? the cloth thing but srsly more lik a kitty skin n___n
n tats sliver
JUST LIKE THAT MOTHERFUCKER CUTE CAT WAS LOOKIN AT ME WEN I WEND THE PLAZA PET SHOP ;D
OMFG 1ST TIME A CAT LOOKING AT ME
his eyes was beautiful. almost takin my breath away
hmm his name was OMG
0__0
i cant remmeber..
was somthing TT somthing simple but cool
Lu? forget =/ well im goin to call you Lu from now my dear kitty kitty
but anyways i might mak a hm sliver cat? with that special material<3

another awesome thing happend thses days was i saw heechul
yeahh heechul TT hee chul..
heechul in brisbane n he was walkin passed with his gf = =
n shes pretty...tats not heechul i knoe but that guy
he had heechul's face. his smile. his hairstyle. his everything
OMG HE WAS LOOKIN AT ME WHEN IM SHOCKED N STARING AT HIM
sigh.
id go ask his number is his gf wasnt there = =
n im sure he will give me.. ;(

Dinner time~!
i dont really eat when im alone at home o.0 cus more freedom n finally no one force me to eat^^
but i do eat alot chocolates..TT n ice creams.. i love ice cream =/ do you?
yayayaya had simon fish as my dinner while watchin a horror movie call HUNGER
about 5 strangers got chain together in a deep..room?beside a knife n water(27000L? forget but enough for them to live more than few month) so if they wann serive they hav to eat each other..
felt weird cus i was eatin fresh simon..>.>
so stopped eatin n went shower
-washin out the uncomfortableness-

then parents home
me n dad had fight again
he said bs to me n i said ill do somthin mak him regret wat he just said to me
sigh
all start bec of they found me watchin too much horror movies
so they said im not lik a girl specialy not doing what a girl in my age should be doin
n mum worried about one day i might go kill someone n mak a video = =
well another reason was bec i dont wanna watchin the fukin math study video - -
wtf is tat fuked up shit
well..the video is lik.. an old man sittin there lookin at the camera with no emotions n sayin
Hello students, today we are going to talk about...
then examples of questions n show us how he slove them = =
WTF WTF is not goin to help anythin about my study..?0_0 tats just a creepy shit which might brin me nitemares= =

n aftrer that i turned to emo mood- -

Now im at my bed room
lookin at fb photos
well pretty bored =/
should sleep but not sleepy..?
hmmm
lookin at your text n feel lik AWWWWWWWW <3 such a sweet baby
n now im touching ur pretty lil face with my finger
errm yeahh a photo on my screen TT with ur here with me;(

lol you can make me smile alot too =)
so Gnite dear blog<3